Hope He Calls...

Left a message for my pain specialist about a half hour ago. Really hoping he gets it and calls before the end of his day.

Poor man. I wonder where the line btwn 'patient' and 'stalker' is, and if I'm dangerously close to it?

One thing we haven't talked about, he and I, is what to do when the pain goes from its normal level to holy-crap-I-can't-manage-like-this-kill-me-or-drug-me-RIGHT-NOW level. And that level is approaching as I sit here. I can't go back to the ER. First of all, I was warned about the probability of not being treated the last time I was there, and second, it happens that its a Friday, again. Last thing I need is for someone to think I'm looking for some happy party drugs to start my wknd off.

Hope he calls.

ps...goes to show you what kind of functioning level I'm at. Today is THURSDAY, not Friday. Oy.